Vanishing Point

Those tapestries were hell to hang. A cohort

of drudges had to crowd on the scaffolding,

but whatever Agostino wants . . . If only

I could have had you at that feast he gave

in his own honor. He sucked the marrow

from the last bone and cast his gold plate

out the loggia into the Tiber, then stared

at his guests until we did the same. Later

I saw servants haul in the net they’d sunk:

the old lech knows how to put on a show.

The cardinals never would have bothered

with a net, and I’m sure they wouldn’t let

one bead of dirty water touch their ermine

sleeves, not now that they know it’s not just

excrement from the Pope’s stables that stains

the water, but the blood of his bastards. Oh

don’t be afraid that someone will overhear.

Don’t you know the spies are paid to ensure

the stories get told? I’m sure our padrone is

at least as distracted by the transparent veil

chafing your breast as I am by the puzzle

of painting it. I think your God does not

like oils. He prefers fresco, brushing iron

oxide fast on wet plaster before it dries:

He would not undo His work, not even this

botched red earth. When a Borgia murders

a Borgia, the blood soaks into the riverbed

and no net can ever recover it. When a woman

gives herself to a hook-scarred, rope-scorched

fisherman, she belongs to his saltwater world

for good. Only pagan oils can be undone.

The Venetian red of your bare shoulders

tomorrow may be the ultramarine gown

of the Mother of Our Lord as she sweeps

a leaf from His hair. Perspective is all:

wherever there is more than one point

of view, cara, there is more than one god.